Hiaz... Jux came home not long ago from cheer training... Sianz.... Wanted to blog in last nite but was damn tired so didn't... Went ot Festspiel den went to eat and all.... It was ok larz... Not bad... Haha... Damn sianz.... Now, i'm jux so damn heartbroken.... I cant believe tat both of em would do this to me... Cant he jux tell me de truth and don lie abt everything.... I juz cant believe tat he would be this type of person to do all these things... I realli wouldn't have known if someone didn't tell me... I would be jux kept in this stupid dark room... It jux hurts so much to noe de truth... I realli don wanna believe it but its de fact and i have to... I feel like cryin out loud and ttry not to think abt it... but i jux cant!! It jux hurts too much for me to take!! Cant he jux tell me it was jux a joke fr de start... And cant she tell me de truth?? Both of em r jux too much!! I treated her as a good fren of mione but yet she does this to me... Haiz... I think i fell too deep le... Now nth can change de past and tym wont go back... If tym could go back i would change my past so i wouldn't be sad and heartbroken now... Haiz... I think i'll jux avoid em and take it as nth happen... Jux pretend tat i dunno anything... Haiz...
