How long more will this pain go away? I cant carry on like this anymore! Its jux slowly killin me deep down inside. I wanna let go of u and forget tat u ever came into my life but its jux so hard to do so. Coz i see u each and everydae. I cry in my own little space now and den trying to cry away de pain which lingers inside of me. I try to keep myself busy wen i can so i'd 4get abt u but wen i'm alone again, u'll re apper in my mind. It hurts so much wen u hurt me de first tym but now it hurts even more coz its de second tym. I noe i shd jux forget abt u but its jux so hard. I realli liked u all this while. I guess u were jux trying to get back at me for wad i did to u. I guess we were nv meant to be rite for de start. I shd have thought twice b4 i gave u de answer. I guess i was jux too stupid at tat point of tym.
