Sleepy, tired, sad, angry, happy, confused... The list goes on and on and on. My feelings are jux so damn mixed up altogether. So how i feel tat i can let u go but as i try hard to, every memory of u comes back to me. I somehow wish u were dead so i don have to go thru all this pain alone. But i guess my wish will nv come true. Wishin so hard that u were dead makes me feel more happier and complete somehow. I guess i reali hate u to de core for wad u did to me. Nth u sae or do can ever make up fpr wad u did. I was stupid enough to believin tat u still loved me after wad u said de first tym. I shd have listened to my frenz so i wouldn't be in this mess and sufferin all this pain inside of me. I guess i was blinded by u and love. I jux cant seem to noe de reason why i'm head over heels wif u. Wadz so good abt u? Izzit de looks? brain? or jux ur sweet words? I guess i was realli such a fool to fall in love wif u. I managed to delete all ur SMSes and all but in my heart i cant seem to delete u. Can u tell me why i cant forget u? Can u jux do me a favour? Tell me wad ur thinkin and why did u do wad u did. I jux wanna noe these answers. Mayb wen i find out de reasons to why u did all this den mayb somehow i'll hate u even more and forget abt u. Jux mayb. I jux dunno wad to sae abt u. Hate u every min and every sec of my life!
