All alone in this house again... Haiz.. Everyone went out den went to eat... Left me all alont to eat maggie mee at home. Haiz... Nvmz... Used to it can le. 2dae in sch dere was de national dae celebration thingy...Haha... Mr. Au-young was so funni... wavin the flags...Haha... But den it was so hot in de hall coz everyone was cramped up in de hall. So stuffy and hot. Keep sayin wad no money no money... Haiz... Den after de performance they had a rock concert... It was nice and fun. All de jammin and all... Haha... Whitleyanz went crazy wif all de shoutin, screamin and dancin... Haha.....
After sch ty,audrey,ethel and me were like decidin where to go. Since we couldn't think of anywhere to go, we ended up @ j8 to eat. Saw Gwen there... Haha... Long tym nv see her le. She oso nv change abit... Haha... Den after lunch ty said she wanted to meet mw so we followed her to meet him coz we planned to go to her hse coz ethel went back home so audrey and i were like damn sian and didn't wan to go home so early... Wen ty met mw, audrey and me went to our lao ti fang... Haha... We sat @ de playground and chatted for a few mins den we decided to go to my hse... Hehe... So left de playground and headed for mi sweet home... Haha... Went home to change den we went swimming... Haha... Audrey go dere pei wo onli... Haha... So lied on de bench and suntan. But didn't realli kanna tanned dao coz onli lie tat for like 30mins... Haha...Den went back up coz she wanted to watch mean girls...Den around 6plus she went home... Haha....
Hiaz... I'm still thinkin of u. I dunno why i cant stop. Tryin to drown myslef by eatin lots of ice-cream... Kinda feel so much better after eatin alot of ice-cream. It doesnt hurt so much den it used to be... I guess onli tym will tell how this story ends. Haiz... Why do i like u so much wen i noe tat we can nv be. Am i very stupid to like someone whom i noe will nv like me in return?? Why mux life turn out this way for me? I realli wanna be wif ya u noe? Its like everyone can see tat i like u... but i dunno if u can see it anotz. I'm not askin for much. All i'm askin for this to be how we used to be. I realli realli miz ya alot!! Its so hard to forget ya. I've tried everything i can but it doesn't seem to work. Or mayb i'm jux not tryin hard enough. Haiz... "Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."
