I'm so damn tired ffr 2dae's trainin... 2me 2dae's trainin is damn tough coz we had to do alot of PT instead of stunts... Now, i've set a new goal for myself... And tat is to do atleast 10hand stand push ups and 20leg raise. Anything is possible if u give urself tat extra push. I still rmb wen i was a new recuit in cheerleading... I everything oso sae dunno and i cannot do den i rmb mich always kep tellin us tat our mind is strong den our body. At first i didnt believe it den i went to try and i achived da goal i wanted so now i believe in it. The mind is realli stronger den anything else. As long as theres a will theres a way and nth is impossible if u give urself tat extra push. I've learned one thing and tat is to set a goal for urself and achive it... Even wen u thing tat u cannot make it, push urself and u can achive wad u wan. Over da years, i've always tot tat theres alot of things i cannot achive but now i noe tat nth is impossible if u try hard and push urself... I guess in cheerleading even though u have alot of strengh to lift a person but ur will power and endurance is not strong, u cannot achive ur goal. U realli mux have tat will power to do wad u wan to do and never give up. Endurance oso plays a big role in it coz u realli have to endure da pyshcial training and da weight of ur other team mates. One stick alone can be easily broken but a bunch of sticks cannot be broken easily... Team work oso plays a big role.
I noe tat everyone in da cheerleading team can do alot of things but its onli tat they don give themselves tat extra push and endure all da torture tats why they fail to achive their goal. I realli hope tat our team will be stronger both mentally and pyshcially. And i realli hope tat more ppl will join so this team can carry on and not be disband.
Monday: I'm realli damn fucked up abt da performance coz we didn't get to perform funk and cheer was a total flop coz all our stubts couldn't go up. Cannot balme us oso coz we onli had like 2 or 3 daes to come up wif a rutine and it was not an easy one. Wen we wanted to perform funk it started to rain and we were like wad da fuck lorx! And it was like no one told us tat we were not goin to perform anymore onli until we went to ask Mr Quek. I realli hate him manx! I was realli damn upset coz we practice so hard and we couldn't perform. Tat feeling jux hurts so much tat i jux hugged Colleen and siew and jux cried. All of us were feeling very sad and angry coz we realli trained so hard and our effort went to waste. I realli don like tat feelin! Tat pain is worst den being heartbroken. I jux dunno why but it realli hurst alot!
But nvmx larx coz it gives up more tym to practice better for da up comin orentation. I don wanna lose face and do a bad dance. I hope things will change for da better nxt yr and we will have more ppl for both cheer and dance. Crea totally rox my world! I've learned alot of things ever since i join Crea. I think i've realli grown up and i'm no more tat ger hu keeps sayin dunno. Realli have to thank Michelle for teaching me alot of things.
2molo is one year le. I don believe tat i will like him for so long. I mean like wads so good abt him?? He oso not shuai or anything but da question is why i like him so such tat i jux cant forget him. I guess we can nv realli be together and we're better off as frenx... But he seems like he doesn't wan to befriends wif me. I jux got that feeling and i dunno why. I have alot of questions but i noe tat it'll always be left unanswered coz there will be no one to answer 'em. Haix... Nvmz... I'll jux have to carry on my life and move on. Last nite and this morning i watched da cheerleadin queen... Damn cute and funni lorx. Tat movie realli rox.. Its abt a bunch of gays hu form a cheerleadin team and they won da championship coz they nv gave up and nv cared wad others thing of 'em... Haha... Even though they are gays, they realli damn shuai and chio lorx! Especially aun, wua-wua, march and mod. Toey damn chio lorx! At first i tot he was a ger den i watch da whole movie den i noe he's a gay.... Poodle oso damn chio lorx. If he make over, he'll realli be a damn chio gay. Tat movie damn nice lorx! For those hu haven watched it i think u shd go and watch. Its a damn cute, funni and team sprit movie.
