Haix.... Here i m sittin all alone in my room drownin in this pain of mine. Haix. Dunno how come i use com can oso end up cryin. I'm not even thinkin of anything and yet my tears start to flow down these cheeks of mine. Haix. Everydae seems to go this way for me. One min i'm happie de nxt i'm sittin alone a this little Conner cryin. I dunno wadz happenin to me these few daes. Haix.... I seem to be very sad nowdaes. I've forgotten how to luff and smile wen i realli mean it. Its like these words are no more in my dictionary anymore. I've totally forgotten how to be happie and express my feelings.Seems like i've gone back to being a child hu does not noe how to express ones feelin. Haix. My head is jux so pain tat i cannot stand it. I try and take mutiple medicines but it doesnt seem to help the pain go way. I lie on my bed and fall aslp but i'm up de nxt hr coz i cant seem to go to slp. I can hear noises and they seem to be very loud and its hurtin my ears and givin me a bad headache...
