Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Jux so sad!

Now at dreyy's hse... Haha... Got nothing to do so come her hse and use com coz my hse wan still not workin... haha... Lots of things happened recently... Think i'm a saddist!! haha... =P i'm goin crazy le... Abt wad dreyy said abt me and tat guy, we're over! We broke up lyk a week b4 x'mas... And it was like a damn stupid reason... SO fr den on i've been cryin every nite. Stupid rite? Over a stupid freako... But den still to sae, i still think of him and i do still like him... Coz we spend loads of tym together and we had loads of happy memories that i'll never forget no matter wad.

I noe tat he's not worth it for me but i dunno why i still like him! I'm jux crazy man! We've been confin like every nite till 1 plus and all.... Usually da same old ppl but sometymz levin also got call... Haha...

Dreyy likes someone from somewhere... Haha... I think everyone noes hu he is le... Haha... Ok larx. He not bad lookin... very cute and sweet lookin... Haha... Very crappy too... Kinda like a perfect match. Oops! =X I'm jux tellin da truth and all wad. =P Hu ever be his gerfren sure damn lucky one! F**k tat ger hu broke up wif him! She's jux a L.C Bitch without a f**kin life! How can she dump a nice guy for someone else and wants to get back again. She's jux so L.C!

To L.C Bitch: i noe ur jux jealous tat u cant get back wif him coz he doesn't wan u anymore but that doesn't give u da rite to scold my hubby!!! Onli i can scold her! Jux f**k off and die!

Zhen also like someone fr wss... Whoo hoo... haha... Jux admit it larx zhen... Don shy le larx... No use to be shy de... Hehe... Everynite sms each other den got muackxx and all... So mushy... (hair all stand) Jus give him a chance larx... We all noe u like him... Hehe... =P

Life seems to be goin down and down and under where theres nothing else to show any more. No more feelings and special moments... All gone down da drain jux bcoz of one stupid reason. I guess u believed ur frenx abt wad they said abt me and all... Its ur life and i cnat change it. All i can do is to jux sit here and think of da past and happy memories that we once shared together. Those were the days i were truly happy. I can onli wish and hope for u to be back but i noe thats inpossible. Wish u would come back and change the way i m now. I don wanna be sad anymore i jux wish for u to be back and like wad we used to be.