I haven been realli postin wad i want to sae so now i'm gonna do it. As i was walkin home today, i thought of him and all da time we sepnt together and tears started rollin down ma cheecks. I try to forget him like what all of u are tellin me to but do u noe how hard it is? Its painful and sometimes i just cant take it. Though i don't talk abt him, its doesn't mean i've gotten over him so get that straight and don't keep askin me about the relationship we had. I'm hurt enough and yet u are doing all this to me... its makin me even more hurt and heartbroken.
I noe its onli a another heartache and time will heal all pain but to me, its not just another heartache that can easily forgotten. I never really had happy memories but da time spent with him, made a great impact in me so thats why i'm still holdin on and not letting go.
*// everytime i see you, i wanna talk to you and still be friends but u're always showin that cold feeling which just makes me wanna walk away and ask maself wad did i do wrong to get this. i can still rmb every word you wrote and told me... its still so fresh in ma mind like it was onli yesterday. rmb when you wrote "all the dancers mayb on the floor dear... but ma eyes can only see you" this realli touched ma heart. you dunno how much i like you and i'd do anything just for you.
`` twinkle twinkle lil star
`` i'd do anything
i'm sorrie for wadever i said or done to hurt you in anyway and i realli hope we could turn back time and change da past. i don wan things to be like this.... coz everyones leavin me one by one and i don wanna lose someone whom i realli treasure alot.
-wishin upon that star-
``ciia
