Nowdays i don even noe wad to blog... everthing is in a mess and i just dunno wad to do. I'm lost right now with no one by ma side to walk with me. I realli wan things to chage but it just doesn't seem to change right from the start and its hurting me more and more. I just feel like sleeping and never wake up again. i'm hurt and lost with no one.
I think i shd sae sorry to u now coz i've been hurtin u too much and i don want you to be hurt. I've hurt alot of ppl lately and i think its just tat i dunno wad to do. I don wanna lose you but i think i have to let you go coz we're just not meant to be. I've always loved you and i don wanna lose you reallli.... i'm just so sorry.... please forgive me!
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