its been months

its been months since i last blogged. i just feel so darn bored and there's alot of things on my mind thats why i thought of blogging. for me life has been like a roller coster ride that keeps going up and up and up and through loops that make me wanna puke. i really thought that mayb somehow my life would be better off but i was wrong. i took a wrong step and fell into a deep hole and now i'm trying to get out of it but its just so hard. school life isn't much better too... alot of people haven been coming to school and are cutting classes. i miss fadli alot and its been months since i last saw him and now it seems like years. boy, i miss you, your smile, your laughter and your advices when are you coming back? exams are in 9 days and i haven been studying at all. I've been cutting alot of classes that now i'm lost and off track. my relationship is going smooth but there are some ups and downs that i'm facing. i've really exprienced alot in this relationship that i never got to exprienced in my others. i've already left the past behind and i hope that you wont come back like u did in the past and ruin the relationship that i'm having now.