I went for the course today and i have to say it was kinda fun even though i had no company. The lectures are from Japan so its kinda abit hard to hear and understand what their saying but i must say their English is not bad. We had theory and practical lessons today. Theory was all about safety and other stuff for practical we did the bear hug and cradle. Bear hug and cradle will be tested for the practical examination and i don't think i can pass because i have no confidence in spotting/catching someone from a higher level. I'm always been a flyer/top so i never really got to feel or experience how is it to spot. I have to buck up alot to pass because for the test i will have to be able to cradle the flyer and i'm not very tall so i dont have an advantage and same goes for bear hug. Overall i did have fun and i did refresh my memory on how to do certain stuff and it made me feel as though i'm going back to my secondary school days when i was so into cheerleading. Gotta start training again if not i'll lose out. *good luck to me*

I finally understand the meaning when they say you can trust no one but yourself. I've come to realise who my true/real friends are after getting to know stuff and looking at things in a different point of view. Its really human nature to be so selfish and only think about themself and make use of others who are weaker then them. Sometimes i dont understand why do people pick on the weaker ones is it because they're weak so they cant really do much or stand up for themself? What does one feel or how does one feel when he/she picks on a weaker person?

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