I managed to survive till day 05 without really missing B even though he has been calling me every night since he got to Brunei. He’s always so busy now with NS and all so I doubt i can spend time with him maybe I should make an appointment or booking in advance haha. Advance booking just to go out with the one you love? Hmmm… I hope the 1st week passes by really fast so then I will only have to wait for another week till B returns home. I already told B that when he comes back I wanna go to the Zoo or Birdpark but I’m not too sure if he wants to accompany me cos he always complains he has no time but he’s always lying on his bed playing his stupid psp. If I ever have a chance, I’m gonna kidnap that bloody psp and ask for ransom cos it’s spending way too much time with my love and I hate it. Today B is in the jungle for his outfield which is 3days or so, so he won’t be able to call or text me. *sob sob.

I was writing an email to my dad just now and I realize how much I miss my parents. Can you believe it when you need to talk to your dad or mom, you either have to send an email, text message or leave a message on their cell. Sometimes it gets to me and irritates me to the max but I guess I’ve gotten used to it already. It’s been some time since I last saw dad maybe about a month and he was here only like a week or less. Even when he’s back I don’t really get to see him cos he’s so busy and caught up with work so the only time I can get to see or dine with him is when I make an appointment 2day in advance. Even mom’s I guess cos I haven’t seen her in like what a year or so. She only calls once or twice a week to ask me to run errands for her other than that, there’s not much contact. I miss my parents and I miss spending time with them. Money can’t buy everything and it’s the root to all evil. Oh well I shall not say anymore.

*If only dreams had auto-roaming.

Pics i took when my dad was back in Singapore.