I was blogging half way and suddenly the post got screwed up and i had to delete it. Never mind i'll just update later again.
EDITED:
I'm about to jump off a cliff because i'm so tired of everything and everyone. Life is just not what i expected it to turn out. The people and things that i see around me are totally different and its making my head spin and driving me crazy. Some of the poeple i never thought they'd do stuff or say stuff are doing the total opposite. I sometimes look at them and ask myself why is it like that.