I don't really know what i wanna blog anymore. Everything seems to be crashing down again and it sucks. I hate this feeling when your starting to be happy and enjoying it, then it all goes aways and come crashing down on you like you don't deserve that happiness. Sometime i don't understand humans bcos they are so complicated and fickle minded. Its so hard catching up with everyone cos they seem to be moving in fast forward x4 or something. I just wish that this would all stop and that it will get back to normal.