Had a really hectic but fun weekend. This afternoon baby and i did something productive like cleaning up his whole room which I've been trying to get him to do that since 2007. I couldn't take the mess anymore so i decided to throw away the rubbish lying around but baby thought i was angry so he helped until we cleaned and cleared up his whole room. The amount of unwanted stuff was about 6 trash bags and a big box. Baby's room was super duper duper dusty and you could practically see the dust flying around. Now after clearing up all his rubbish, his room looks so empty and his shelfs are all empty. Haha. Baby also fixed back his bed so now we don't have to sleep on the floor and i guess its cleaner also.
SATURDAY
Both of us woke up really late cos we slacked over at Fi's and Mitch's new place and only came home at 7am in the morning. I think the time i woke up was like dinner time around 7plus and i kept forcing baby to wake up cos he promised me chilli crab again! He finally got up and we went down around 7:45pm to order our food. There were 6-8 crabs in the metal box so we ordered and went to withdraw cash and came back at 8pm and guess what there were no more crabs. Lucky i forced baby to wake up if not no more chilli crab to eat again like last week. We ordered 2 chilli crabs and sambal kang kong and yes it was just two of us eating it. We managed to finish both chilli crab but only half the box of kang kong. After dinner which was like 9plus going 10pm, we got ready to go to Fi's and Mitch's house warming party. Everyone was there including Fizah whom i haven't seen in like months and i'm always the last one to know stuff... she joined SQ and starts in August. I wonder why is everyone flying off and away. Hmmm.... We left their place around 1am and headed down to MOS to meet baby's friends. Bloody MOS was jammed pack! I couldn't even go into Smoove and there were like people queuing to going. Can you imagine?!?! QUEUING to get into Smoove and the songs we so sucky so stayed at main thru out.
I'm cant help but think and worry about tomorrow. Its just on like mind like a bee buzzing around me. I want to help but there's nothing i can do about it. If anything were to happen, i can only blame myself because i initiated it when we made a vow weeks ago. You tell me not to worry and think about it cos its gonna be ok but are you really sure that everything will be alright? Can you a sure me that there's nothing to worry about? I just don't want this to be another fcuked up circle that both of us have to go thru again.
