Some times i just feel so confused and i cant figure out if this time its real or its fake. The worries that i carry haunts me sometimes and i fear for the worst and if my worries were to come true. I try to pen down my thoughts but somehow i tend to backspace and delete every word i've written. I dont want this fairytale to end but yet i remember the saying "good things always come to and end" so will this come to an end again? Sometimes it feels too good to be true but sometimes it feels like the real deal. I dont want to go throught that same torture again of hurting myself and you and having that fcuked up feeling. Even with you giving me an answer, i still feel insecure but you cant balme me cos i've lost you not once but twice and the both times you walked away, it wasnt easy to deal with. Sometimes i ask myself if going back to you is the right thing or if i should have just walked away like what everyone said. I dont know why am i here questioning myself but i just feel so lost and i'm searching for that answer within myself.



I know nothing last forever but i hope you'd stay just for a little longer.