Worn Out is the word to use right now.

I kept dreaming of stupid stuff and kept waking up so i decided to use the com for awhile and get something to eat. The past 3weeks when B was on his leave was a hectic one cos we kept running here and there meeting people and such and there was so much of partying going on. Now i am starting to wonder "how did i even survive this long?" I guess my body has finally given up to a point that i dont even feel like smoking and i feel so sick of partying. I am gonna bann myself from partying for awhile. This whole month i haven even been working and it feels so sucky to be broke! Anyways, tomorrow i am starting work again so i hope that there will be more things for me to do at the shop and that my Jan's pay will be a bit more then last month's pay which was super peanuts! I think i will also need to buck up abit more cos i haven been skating for a month and who knows i might even forget how to skate and coach. This whole month i have been eating and eating and eating so i think i need to start organizing skating trips to lose some fats and brush up on my skills.

New Year is just around the corner so its gonna hit 2009 like SOON. I've decided that for 2009 i really need to buck up alot! I have to put in effort to go and take my driving license and pass my stupid diploma which i am suppose to pass like in 2007 and the best thing is that i'm only left with like 5 more modules. I feel that i have wasted this whole year and i am starting to regret it alot but at least i got myself a job and i'm getting some extra pocket money. I really hope that next year will be a better year for me and everyone else that i love and care for and that things will go as smoothly as ever.

So in advance i'm gonna say HAPPY NEW YEAR and may you be blessed with good health, peace, happiness and wealth because i dont know when is the next time i'm gonna blog again.

Hugs and Kisses.