Sunday, September 26, 2004

Lookin thru and thinkin

Haix. I was lookin thru all things and i happened to come upon a paper which i used to write all my thoughts down.Every single word describes abt you and i could jux recall de feeling of all de hurt and de tears flowin down my cheeks and onto de paper. I'm tryin so hard to put u in de past but somehow i cant seem to and i dunno why. I wish for us to be frenz again like how we used to be in de past but somehow i noe it can nv be and i shd stop dreamin of being wif u coz now i noe dreamz will never come true and wishinin upon a star will nv happen. I've told myself no matter wad, i muz forget u and carry on my life and take it as u nv came into my life. I've let many things tat i like pass my way coz i noe tat u didnt like some of de things i liked but now since u wont come into my life again, i think i shd not let it pass me anymore.

[[- Until i get over you -]]

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name

[Chorus]
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you

[Verse 2]
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

[Bridge]
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go