Someone thought i was from Bombay(India)... Do i look like i'm from Bombay??? Everytime i go somewhere, different people will think i'm from some funny place and ma friends and me will always play along and end up laughing like carzy. Haha... Everytime people ask me what race m i and i tell them i'm mixed they'll be like "i dont believe you... show me your ic." Haha....
I hate it everytime i see you cause memories of me and him will just reapper in ma head and i hate it. I wanna turn and walk away and never look back but i don't know why everytime i try, i think of you and i'll just stop and ask maself what m i doing. I try and try to let go all the happy memories so i can move on but its just not working.
Everyone is leaving me... one by one they all go and here i m all alone. Mummy, Daddy, Nannie, ma friends and the one i loved left me. It was all just a matter of time and i knew it and i know, that no matter how much i pray for them to come back, it will never happen. I really wanna walk away and never come back because there's no one here for and i think its no point living ma life and holding on to all this pain.
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