you made your decision yest.
the only thing i could do was to watch you walk away from
me once more. it would be totally
pointless asking you to stay.
like you said, there's no communication.
so what's the point?
im really torn apart this time.the fourth time.my heart's too weak i can't take it anymore.time and time again you just had to say goodbye.then in the first place why do you always say you're sure of what you want?and now, you come telling me you don't know what you want.hah, what a joke.your words, your promises they are all empty promises.you said you'll never let me go but hell no, you didn't keep to your word.
communication has always been our reason for the break up and im really sick of it.the same reason for four times?how do you expect me to take the blow?just a day before our one month and you HAD to do this.we've come so far and you chose to let it go just like that.
at times, i really can't decipher you.your emotions your moodswings,they overthrow you and when they do, i try to comfort youi know im really lousy at comforting people but at least i tried, and i didn't complain.you always leave me to a point where im totally speechless.have you ever considered how i felt each time you had severe moodswings.then you start jumping to your own conclusion that i don't care about you when i really do?couldn't you at least be more sensitive to my feelings
