i'm glade to be back in singapore. Da 11days in India really taught me alot of things that i dont think i could have learnt in singapore and there were alot of things to see that couldn't be seen in singapore. Da most important thing i've learnt from this trip is never to take things for granted because there are ppl hu are less fortunate than me. Though i've been to alot of other country and i've seen many other less fortunate, but somehow India really gave me a realli deep impression both in a good way and a bad way.
Back here in singapore we complain about da heat, school, people and money but after goin to India, i've told myself not to complain anymore coz i'm very lucky for i have everything i want and need. On da first nite when we reached India, if i'm not wrong it wad 38 dgrees and da place was filled with so much of dust and rubbish. Da hotels we stayed in was ok though some of it were very scary. Da bus rides were long and tiring but i had loads of fun because of the ppl oin da same bus as me were so much of fun. Now i kinda miss all da singing and lamin around and all da ppl hu were high on coke. Haha....
Da trek to da summit was tough because of the weather. It can change like nobody's business... during da trek we exprienced a hail storm, rain, coldness, hotness, snowing. I realli had alot of fun durinf da 5days of trek coz i got to noe everyone better and we all helped each other along da way. It realli felt like one big family and da feeling was realli great. Da guides also made a very deep impression on most of us beacuse they helped us all da way. I realli miss all da laughter and smiles of everyone who went.
Reaching da summit was great. That feeling was something i've never felt before. Many of us were very happy and proud of ourself because we made it to da top though it was tough. I'm just realli happy. At night the sky id da most beautiful thing in the whole world beacuse da sky is totally filled with stars and it is uncountable. Some even saw shooting stars and someone also saw da milky way. I realli enjoyed myself though i was also sick... I realli must thank bever for bearin all my nonsense and messing up da hotel room and tents. Thanks ger!
During da 11days i did alot of thinkin about wad i want to do with my life and i still dunno. Mostly i thought of that someone whom i really cant let go. It hurts so much to have no one by ur side when ur feeling down and out of place. Mummy left for thailand few days back so now i'm counting da days to when she'll come back which will be in a years time i guess... i realli miss her loads! Now i onli have daddy and nannie by myside.
I wished upon a star that things will turn out better for me and life wouldn't make me feel so bad. I realli want it all back and not let it be like this beacuse it hurts so much that sometimes i really cannot take it and i just wanna end it all. I realli miss u alot.
