I'm starting to hate this life of mine even more. I feel so crushed! This feeling is getting worst by the day and the pain just hurts so much. Each day you play around with your words that i can never undertsand what of what you are trying to say. You really shouldn't have told me what you said what you said cos i took it for real. You really shouldn't have said all those words.
Every single one of you lied to me... I just cant understand why are you doing this to me. You made me smile and then you threw me aside. Only you and i know why you did it. You know, you hurt me so much that i really cant take it. You, her, him, them... YOU ALL LIED! I hate you all! The truth is, forget it! Telling you is just no use cos you wont even giveg a damn about it. Sometimes i hate talking to you and you should know why.
The lies that you all said have really hurt me. I cant believe that the ones i that i love the most hurt me the most and the deepest. You know yourselves so stop lying and giving me this attitude.
One word to discribe you - nothing
You are like a train station and they are the train... Just let them pass.
P.S stop asking me why cos you should know the answer stop acting as if you cared cos you never will... NOT NOW AND NOT FOREVER! Stay out of my life!
she was told to read between the lines
she prays...
to the man up above who guides her through her life and protects her every day as she takes her steps and trying to leave her thoughts and memories behind. She prays every night for you to grant her wish and you do but the only one wish she wishes for so deeply never gets granted. She asks herself " why are my other wishes getting granted but not the wish i really want? " You and her know that wish since 12 Feb 2004. She asks if you could grant that wish of hers. Can you? Amen
sdaol ay evol - your words
