an empty dream in text a nameless emotion an expression of love an angry, maddened notion meaningless lines on paper being destroyed and made expressing a fantasy more than words could have said a holder of miracles scratch, fold and scrunch a vessel of expression i even wrap your lunch wood, clay and graphite a world i can make broken, chewed and shaved a heart i can break
Sunday, October 09, 2005
wadeva
I've been listening to my blog song for like a million times and i'm not even sick of it. I just cant get the tune out of my head its been racing up and down ever since i first listened to it. I wanna do something but i'm just so afraid too cos i'm afraid to know the answers and what will happen next. I watched meet the parents just now one channel 5 and it reminded me of the time we... forget it its never gonna happen. Why am i here still thinking of it even after 8 months the memories seem so clear as if it was just yesterday that it happened. I was looking through something when i came across those words which i longed forgotten. I don't know how i found it but i did try to hide it away so i would never see it again but it found it's way back to me. Even after so long, i'm still longing for those words which you one said. Will you say those words again like you used to? I'm just asking for one more chance to make it happen all over again.