an empty dream in text a nameless emotion an expression of love an angry, maddened notion meaningless lines on paper being destroyed and made expressing a fantasy more than words could have said a holder of miracles scratch, fold and scrunch a vessel of expression i even wrap your lunch wood, clay and graphite a world i can make broken, chewed and shaved a heart i can break
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Life is being such a bitch to me throwing me with not one problem but with alot of problems and it really sucks big time. I totally hate this. Everyone's being so irritating and its really pissing me off big time. Why can people just see that i'm not in the mood to talk to them at all? Are they blind or something? Like hello the first time i tell you to get lost or shut up, i really mean it and dont push your luck. I cant stand everything and everyone now. Problems at home, problems from the past, problems with some people, and the list goes on and go and go sometimes i really wonder when is this all going to end so that i can have some fresh air. Arghhh. I so hate this now and i really wish for it to end cos in a way, its killing me slowly for those who know what i'm talking about. I dont wish to be bothered about the little little things anymore though it counts but who cares when the people around you just dont appreciate what your doing for them. I'm so tired and drained out of energy that i just wanna lie down and close my eyes.