I'm starting to doubt everything and i dont know why. I just have this feeling that there's gonne be part2 to this story and i'm so afraid to get hurt and feel that pain again. I dont want to go back to that life of being someone i'm not. Sometimes i question myself and i find myself in so much heartache and i dont know what to do. These questions i repeatly ask myself over and over again as each day passes by. I ask him and he tells me an answer which is so hard to believe because it doesn't feel right like before. I know there's alot of things going on between us and alot of secrets have been kept. I really wonder during those 5 months apart if there's anything that has happened or anything else i should know. This just doesnt feel right and i hope this feeling goes away.