I'm jux so tired... Dunno wad to do... Life is so damn freakin boring... There's like nth to do anymore... Now all i ever do is spend me tym in my room and surf de net! Its been a long tym since i went out and had fun... Kinda waitin in my room for that day to cum...
Anyways, yesterday i went to chijmes wif crystal, michelle,damien and yong chye to see de chij tp perform their cheer. Den after tat crystal,yc and me went to ms and den headed for town. Kinda lame though... After tat ard 8 we decided to go to esplanade to chat... We sat at de merlion and started tokin abt ghost... It was realli funni coz everywhere u see couples den its like so extra we came in a so called grp...
After an hr or so den we started headin for home... Den we i reached home i went to bathe den sat on my bed and fell asleep till this mornin ard 11... Now my parents ask me go to my grandma hse to eat lunch... Haiz...
Improving My Life
Sometimes my agony results to dreadful tears,
All I do is start to cry and see my worst fears
My life continues in pain
Also in vein
My feelings are something most people, don't understand
I have not taken much of an effort to take a stand.
I cry each day
as I kneel and pray
i wish there was an escape to this despair and sadness
I wish there was an easy route to the door of sadness
One day, all of a sudden, I look back at my despair.
I realize that someone can help my life repair.
I kept a goal
To improve my inner soul
Over the years,
I achieved and recovered my fears,
Now I am fourteen,
A preteen,
I sit back in my bedroom and think in contentedness
I feel good and in blessedness
That I received help at an early age
Before my sadness became an even larger rage
I learned, also, from all this that putting oneself in agony is something,
That brings your life and future nothing.
