Is he lyin or tellin me de truth?? There's this feelin deep down tat is tellin me tat it was jux a joke rite fr de start. Everytym i ask him to tell me e truth he says he wasn't lyin to me rite fr de start. Den why do i have tat feelin tat he was lyin?? Or my i jux too sensitive?? I dunno wad to do or think... Every day i see him in de hallways and school compound. Hopin not to see him wherever i go but sth seems to bring me to him. I don wanna live in pain and tears. This feelin jux hurts so much tat i cant take it anymore. I wan this feelin to go away!
Can someone jux tell me wen is this all gonna end? I realli hate this feelin!! I think of him every day and nite and de feelin keeps growin... Shd i avoid him? or jux stay as wad we r now? I don wanna lose a fren but it feel so weird wen i'm ard him... I wanan be frenz but at de same tym i like him... I wanna tell him how i feel but tats impossible... Though he noes tat i like i cant possibly tell him everything tat i wanna sae...
I shdn't have fell for him rite fr de start so tat i wouldn't be in this mess. But i couldn't control my feelings... Argh... This feelin sux totally!! Hate myself for all this!! Cant stand it anymore!!! I jux feel lyk cryin but i jux dunno why my tears wont come out.
Love Sucks
This feeling of mine has no point
Yet I spend hours over this feeling
One day a heartbreak and another day
who knows what to expect,
you tell someone you love them,
yet you fear it is not true,
This world is so confusing,
yet you are told to play by the rules,
when you try to move on,
you are called a player.
So confusing love is,
But no matter what you do,
Love is something you must feel
When will the day come for us to realize
the way out of this mess love created
