One heartbreak after another... Its like every single day i'm heartbroken... Why ish everyone leavin me wen i need em de most? Why does god have to put it tat way wen i realli love someone, he takes em away fr me... Does he not care for my feelins? I jux hate it wen he takes my most loved ones away from me... I jux hate it!!
First it was mom and slowly movin on and on now it has come to jackie... Of all de ppl why mux u take her away fr me? I cant belieeve u're doin this... She was dere wen i need a fren to listen to my happiness,sadness and my heartbreaks... But now ur takin her away jux like tat! Though i didn't like her wen my dad first bought her, my feelinz for her grew over a matter of tym. And tat feelin was special where as no one could ever replace it. Sometymz i realli hate my life bcoz of all de happeninz in my life.
Wen i wish for sth to happen it does happen but den in de end i'll jux be heartbroken again... I jux wish tat she didn't come into my life so i wouldn't be this heartbroken... Even though i didn't spend much tym wif her, she realli took my heart away wif her... Two years wif her is more den enough. Each tym i walk into a room, it brings back memories of her... And i'll jux start to cry. I realli miz her alotz.
I hate this world and everyone on it... And tat includs myself! Even though i noe everything happens for a reason, but de pain is jux too much! At tymz i jux feel like goin to slp and nv wake up againz. By de tym i wake up to reality, i wouldn't be in so much pain. If things didn't have turn out this way, i'll be so much more happier!
Tat feelin wen u lose someone u love so dearly sux alot! Jux hate tat feelin!!! Argh.... Each dae i wish upon a star wishin tat my dreams and wishes would come true... But in reality i noe tat would nv happen... How i wish i was tat little ger once again... Wif no troubles and heartaches. Nth to worry abt and not knowin abt wadz happenin ard. Will this all end? I jux hate losin u!
