*sob sob* Hiaz... Jux came home... Was wif Audrey at de soccer court dere chit chattin... Haiz... Totally miz her manz! I cried de whole mornin... Wen i woke up, i looked at de spot where she always lay den wen to de bathroom de looked at de carpet coz tat was her fav spot at nite. Soon tears started rollin down my face. I realli realli miz her alotz and its jux a day. Den wen i sat on de couch to wear my shoes, i tot of her and how she would jump nxt to me and try to make me pat her. Again tears started rollin down. I dunno wadz goi to happen to me wif out her.
Wen to sch and told ppl abt it and some were sad and all... Haiz... Again i cried till sch ended. I kept lookin at de onli pic i had of her in my phone. I felt to damn heartbroken now tat i've lost her. Miz her deeply! Wad will i do wif out her? Life ish jux so fucked up! Hiaz... Den after sch on we(audrey,ethel and me) were walkin to de playground, jess tat whole group started scoldin us bitch and all... They like small kids hu haven grow up fr this childishness yet... At least we were smart enough not to scold back. So big le still call ppl names... Aiyo... Wen will they grow up? Wadever! Cant realli be bothered!
Haiz... Heard many bad things abt him and all... Dunno whether to believe it anotz but i think i shd.... Wadever larz... Now don realli care abt all this but onlli care abt my dearest jackie... Hiaz... Will i ever see her again? Wad will happen to me? Will she be happier wif out me? Hiaz... Wad shd i do? I'm tryin to 4get her but i cant! I jux love her too much! Fucked up! Cant stand it!!! Now all alone in de hse coz everyone went out to watch I-Robot... Didn't go coz don think i'll like de movie... Hiaz... Thinkin of her again... Wen i opened de door i waited for her to come to me but den i realized tat she's no more here. Hiaz... Wad to do but jux live wif de pain.
