an empty dream in text a nameless emotion an expression of love an angry, maddened notion meaningless lines on paper being destroyed and made expressing a fantasy more than words could have said a holder of miracles scratch, fold and scrunch a vessel of expression i even wrap your lunch wood, clay and graphite a world i can make broken, chewed and shaved a heart i can break
Sunday, December 30, 2007
It really surprising of how you use those words on me. I never expected that one day you'd say all those things you said last night. Three months have passed and here we are still at it why cos somehow we both still want in but we're just too afraid to and to think of what the outcome might be if we did try over again. We often say things we dont mean is a momnet of anger but when we sit down to think about what we said to the other party we come to realise that we didnt mean what we said earlier on. Like i said last night "words are easy to say but hard to take back" be it if your real motive is to see me get hurt over and over again or if its just to piss me off i want you to know that i'm still here and this feeling for you hasnt changed. I know your starting to hate for the things i'm starting or already doing but you cant judge or blame me. why? Cos you walked out of the door not once, not twice, but three times.... There are so many things is going on in my life and i'm very sure you dont know about it. Stop judging me for once and ask me properly whats going on and then you'll know why i'm like this.