HAPPY NEW YEAR! I know its super late to say that now but i was too busy and lazy to blog. New year means a new beginning and new things. Everyone seem to have parted their own way and the hanging outs haven lessen. I guess its true when they say friends come and go.


Somehow i'm still stuck in 2007. My mind is so drifted away thinking about the past 'last year this time' from jan - feb is the time when we spend so much time together as friends. The late night dinners, karaokes and just chilling out. I miss it so much that sometimes i wish there was a time travel to take me back to the past and just have another glimpse of it. So many memories i try to put at the back of my head but its so hard because there will be the little little things to remind me of you and the times we spent together. As time goes by and i look at the people around me and i've come to realise that no one knows or understands me like you do. You know my every thought, likes, dislikes, and the way i see things. You know the things i wanna say even before those words can come out from my mouth.


The day Rachelle had her Christmas party, i was thinking if i should go anot and i heard the song Chasing Cars playing from the live band just like the past. Same place, same time and my heart sank because it was this song that brought us together. I want it all back but i know it can never be again. I've already stop everything and its up to you to believe me anot. I never did enjoy life for that 3months and i never forgot about us. I pushed away the thoughts of US to the back of my mind and tried to put a smile on my face to show everyone. About your ex, how does it not matter when i'm still there and she rants on and on about you and the past the both of you had together and coming to ask me if we'll ever get back. I just had to ask her one question and she showed me that she's wants you back too. So tell me how can it not matter to me.