I need to stop falling sick all the time. I feel like a sick ugly little duckling who is so weak in every way. Arghh!!! Just when i thought i was ok from the indigestion i was having a few days back now i am down with a flu and my eyes are so so so puffy like the gold fishes at the fish shop. Finally i get to get back to work and get my ass out of the house and do something productive which is earn a little more money so that i can spend on nice things because my bank account is running dry and i kinda spend all my this month's allowance on cab, food, nonsense and clothes yay... good for me cos now i have no money to go out and wear my new clothes. Alicia is so so smart for spending all her October's allowance and daddy's gonna say "no more money for this month cos every month you always over spend when you save you'll save" Oh... someone please knock me on the head (i know who'd (or rather a number of people who'll) like to knock me on the head).

I Alicia have decided to get up and do my modules that i have failed twice (oh my god! this is so embrassing!! twice somemore) and try to do well for them again. I shall email my class coordinator and ask how many modules i have left and how much which i know there are about 5 moudles or more that i haven complete so i rougly estimate the total amount will be $2,00 not includsive of GST. another 2k gonna go down the drain but this time i shall use my owe money to pay for it so maybe, just maybe i'll feel that pinch and do well for the modules. LIFE SUCKS!


I was wondering.... do you think money will fall from the sky if i pray hard enough? hmmm...