I'm so bored and i need to sleep so that i can get up early. I think i better do something about my sleeping cycle because i'm so awake in the night but sleeping like a pig in the afternoons. I've been trying to wake myself up every morning since god knows when to see a doctor but always fail to do so and i've yet to send the package my mom asked me to send like 2weeks ago. oh god... i'm such a screw up and i cant blame anyone but myself and that sucks! I dont understand how come people can sleep early at night and wake up early in the morning and not feel the least tired and i cant. hmmmm.... are they robots or something? or am i just a total screw up? i rather live in denial that they are robots then having to think that yes i am a total screwed up person.

Anyways, i finally sort of figured out how to use my phone and i must say that a touch screen phone is NOT EASY to use! I miss my old nokia 6500 phone cos it was so user friendly and it was so much easier to sms then cos the could feel every key. i could even text with ym eyes closed but now with this new phone, i have to struggle with every button and pressing backspace like at least twice in every message and that sucks! So much for not listening to those who warned me. And my stupid phone keeps showing me "low memory" when my phone has like 16g space and i haven even used up like 1g. Arghhh....