Had chinese dance just now and it totalli SUCKED! It was like no one clapped at all and most of them were giving that sian sian look. After i walked off da stage, drops of tears rolled down ma eyes... i was like sp damn sad lorx. This is da first tym i perform but no one clapped. It just SUCKES!
Went for da Himalaya's trainin this afternoon... Went up and down da stairs 3times ma legs don hurt though onli ma shoulders coz of da weitghts. Mayb coz i'm just not used to it that all. Den after that went for cheer and slacked. Haha...
When i came home aunti pingx2 ask....
auntie pingx2: have u eaten ur dinner?
me: no
auntie pingx2: on da table got lo han
me: (with a shocked face) realli arhx?
auntie pingx2: no larx... its da fish everytime u eat
me: (walked up to da table to see wad fish it was) i don wan to eat!
I think i'll neva touch fish again. I cant imagine i ate a lo han! yucks!
Last nite someone asked me...
.... : you still like him don't you?
me: sayin no would be a lie but life has to move on
i guess life reali has to move on and not stay in one place. People around me are all talking abt him and its like i try not to give a damn abt it and just laugh at it. I don wanna keep thinkin tat mayb someday he'll come back when i know he wont. I can onli wish....
ma middle finger hurts, ma ankles hurts, ma knee hurts even more!
-ciia-
