Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I'm disappointed in you, with your actions and words. You don't know me well enough to judge me so you should stop putting words into my mouth and shut the hell up. There are so many things happening between the both of us whether its really a love-hate friendship or what so ever it doesn't give you any right to say stuff which are not true. I was given a choice today whether anot i should confront you but i choose not too for now why cos i don't want to drag in the rest and make this a big issue which i am very pissed off about. I admit i don't like her because of what she is doing but i am not that stupid or childish to go and tell her stuff. You and me have issues we cant really settle but that is between us. You and her have issues and that is between both of you. I am just a 3rd party and i do not wish to interfere in whatever issues the both of you have. Though i am 18 and i act childish doesn't mean the way i think of certain stuff is also childish. People look at the both of us and they compare... i am 18 and you are 22 but the way you act can be compared to me. I can be forgiven for being childish and all but how about you? I know i am weak but that doesn't give you the right to take advantage of me and step on me. You always assume what you don't know and go round telling people stuff which is totally not true.

If you realised, you'll see that your starting to lose your friends one by one as each day passes because of what you say and do which contradict everything else. Your just showing everyone that you want attention or rather you want to be the centre of attraction. Oh come on... grow up for once cos that's what you keep telling me. If this Carry's on I'm sure you'll be left with no friends and it'll be so hard to get them back. You try so hard to be someone your not just to fit in with the rest which all of us cant seem to understand the reason why. Is it because you have no friends or you just want to be in this group of people who are fun-loving and well connected? Why cant you just be yourself like everyone else and stop this crap acting and lying about everything. People who have known you for years are even starting to think twice about you so look at yourself and think for a moment is this what you really want and if this is who you really are.

I've had enough of your cock and bull crap and lies and I'm sure everyone is too. We all love you as a friend and we don't want you to be like this but if you choose not to change then I'm sorry theres no hope in helping you. Think about it. I'm just so tired to talk to you already.